I had a dream that I had a online friend. And I decided to meet them. We talked about making bombs. I went to jericho highschool to visit them, in their cafeteria and realized the online friend I was talking to was actually my old classmate, kyle. he confronted me why I was making bombs. Then, Abraham was there (the guy who I made fun of in middle school that haunted me) he was in the same friend group with kyle. He told me that he didn't like me. I left the table and I could tell they were shittalking me and I yelled "STOP SHIT TALKING ME!" I went to the band room. This gym teacher disciplined me by hitting me.
Dreams can be highly symbolic and can reveal underlying emotions and thoughts that we may not consciously be aware of. This dream seems to involve themes of reconnection, feelings of guilt or shame, and a fear of judgment.
The online friend in your dream represents a desire for connection and possibly exploring different aspects of yourself. However, the conversation about making bombs may symbolize destructive thoughts or negative behaviors that you may fear judgment for. This could suggest a fear of being judged or condemned for certain aspects of yourself or your actions.
The presence of Kyle, your old classmate, and Abraham, who you made fun of in middle school, indicates unresolved feelings or guilt from past relationships or interactions. They may represent people from your past who still have an influence on your current self-perception. The confrontation with Kyle and Abraham's disapproval could reflect your own fear of being judged or rejected by others.
Yelling "STOP SHIT TALKING ME!" reveals a desire to defend yourself and assert your worth in the face of criticism or perceived judgment. This could indicate a need for self-acceptance and validation, despite the opinions or criticisms of others.
The discipline from the gym teacher could represent feelings of punishment or reprimand that you may internalize, possibly related to societal or personal expectations. It may suggest a fear of being judged or disciplined for your thoughts or actions.
Overall, this dream may be highlighting your fear of judgment, guilt, and a need for acceptance. It could be helpful to examine any underlying emotions or experiences that may be contributing to these feelings, and consider ways to cultivate self-compassion and validation from within.