I was in my old town in North Dakota and had a fallout 4 vibe to it. My mom was stressing me out over a sandwich I was hungry and she kept eating the sandwiches I was making and kept yelling at me to get out of the house. I left to go see my childhood friend Jordon and he wasn’t there. I went to my uncles and he kept making excuses to make time for me. I ended going to my uncle’s friends house his name was Shane and stayed there for awhile but after a few days i couldn’t stay there so I tried to go back home and my mom was packing her stuff and was about to leave to a different state she told me that I needed to look over the house and it’s my responsibility to do so. I was young and was sad and stressed and had to start working at a bar as a dishwasher it felt like I haven’t eaten in days. I got my first paycheck and bought some groceries for some guys to take it from me. I ended up building an armored suit to fight these guys and they were faster than the suit later that day Shane stole my suit. The landlord was upset rent wasn’t being paid and kept telling me I needed to go somewhere else. I went back to my uncles and talked with my cousin but he kept running off too. A storm was about to hit and I found shelter in a old mechanic shop. My uncle and his grandchildren were tearing up the shop and ended blowing the front wall down with a propane tank. Then I woke up
In this dream, several themes of stress, abandonment, and pursuit of power can be seen. The dream may reflect feelings of frustration and a sense of being unsupported or under-appreciated.
The setting of your old town in North Dakota with a Fallout 4 vibe suggests a nostalgia for the past or a desire to return to a simpler time. Your mom's behavior of stressing you out over a sandwich and eating sandwiches that you were making could symbolize feelings of being overwhelmed and a lack of personal boundaries. This could indicate a need for independence and autonomy.
The absence of your childhood friend Jordon and your uncle making excuses to spend time with you might convey a sense of disappointment or feeling let down by those you trust or rely on. It could symbolize a desire for connection and support that feels unfulfilled.
Your mom packing to leave for a different state may signify a fear of loss or abandonment. Her placing the responsibility of the house on you could suggest a need to take charge or take care of your own stability and security.
The scarcity of food, needing to work as a dishwasher, and having your paycheck taken away by others implies feelings of deprivation and vulnerability. Building an armored suit to fight off those who threaten you could represent an attempt to gain power and control over your circumstances.
The landlord's frustration and insistence for you to go somewhere else may symbolize external pressures and a lack of stability in your life.
Returning to your uncle's and interacting with your cousin who keeps running off may indicate a longing for family connection that is elusive or difficult to maintain.
The storm and seeking shelter in a mechanic shop could represent a sense of chaos or turmoil in your life. The destruction caused by your uncle and his grandchildren could symbolize a feeling of helplessness or being caught up in destructive patterns.
Overall, this dream suggests a need for independence, support, stability, and a desire to overcome obstacles. It may reflect your current life circumstances and the emotions and challenges you are experiencing.