I am worshipping a goddess and I am expecting her to come in front me. So, I was supposed to sleep and she'll come in my dreams. The first day I slept after having sex with my boyfriend but she did not appear in my dreams. When I woke up the next day, I was told because my room was untidy that's why. The next day I cleaned my room and again went back to sleep after having sex with my boyfriend but she never appeared in my dreams.
This dream suggests a longing for spiritual connection and guidance. The act of worshipping a goddess indicates a desire to connect with higher powers or divine energy. Expecting her to appear in your dreams signifies a longing for guidance and communication from the spiritual realm.
The first day, having sex with your boyfriend before sleeping may symbolize the involvement of physical desires or distractions in your life. It could suggest that earthly desires are overshadowing your spiritual aspirations. The fact that the goddess did not appear in your dream on this day may imply that your focus on physical gratification is hindering your spiritual connection.
When you were told that your room being untidy was the reason for her absence, it may symbolize the need to create a clean and organized space for spiritual practices. A messy room can be seen as a reflection of cluttered thoughts and distractions that may be blocking your ability to receive spiritual guidance.
The following day, cleaning your room indicates a desire for a fresh start and a cleaner mental and physical environment. However, despite your efforts, the goddess does not appear in your dreams again after having sex with your boyfriend. This repetition suggests that there may be deeper obstacles or conflicts within yourself that are preventing the spiritual connection you seek.
Overall, this dream may serve as a reminder to examine the balance between your physical desires and spiritual aspirations. It could be helpful to create a dedicated, peaceful space for meditation or worship, free from distractions. Reflect on any internal conflicts or obstacles that may be hindering your spiritual growth and consider finding ways to address and overcome them.