I kill my youngest brother, and i did it in my dream for no reasons- he got my computer to have virus. We fight raise voice untile it triggers me i slice him with no emotions. I did it twice but with different setting but the conscience hit me when i get discovered. End up to the court. im scared but im 17. I say i got pressuredby my grades and scolarship thats why i did it. which is this timeline happend last year that is true i got pressures but end up maintain my scholarship but i dont get Honor or medals that makes me frustaited. so To have some ally in court i talks to my sister and say if he gets mad at me her first reponse is yes but he said joke i got nearvouse then she said no imnot convince so i kinnda manipulate her to get my assurance and satisfaction. im scared when my father get to work but end up hes cool and calm he know what happend i just didnt know how- eitherfrom my mom or others, he just get me a food and invite me to eat. My family still talks to me- we are eating that time, but i know underneath they are sad. they even comfort me. Knowing what i did to my brother. there also 2 people comming. they say hearing the news make then change how they treat there children, they also got to far place. i know in my dream my brother is the only boy to continue our bloodline our surename will not be vanish, so im guilty when the talk about that topic. and say if thay going to make another boy.....
Dreams can often be a manifestation of our subconscious thoughts, feelings, and fears. In this dream, the act of killing your youngest brother may symbolize a sense of anger or frustration towards him for causing harm, in this case, triggering a virus on your computer. It is important to note that dreams do not necessarily reflect your true desires or intentions.
The dream also highlights the pressure you feel regarding your grades and scholarship. This stress may have led to feelings of frustration and disappointment, as indicated by not achieving honors or medals. The court scene and your explanation about feeling pressured may suggest a fear of judgment or scrutiny from others.
Your father's calm and supportive reaction in the dream could represent a desire for understanding and acceptance from your family, even in difficult situations. The fact that your family still talks to you and provides comfort despite knowing what you have done suggests their unconditional love and forgiveness.
The mention of two people changing their parenting behaviors after hearing the news may indicate a fear of negative repercussions or consequences impacting others. The discussion about continuing the family bloodline reflects a sense of guilt or responsibility for potentially affecting future generations.
Overall, this dream may be an expression of your anxieties and fears surrounding academic pressure, guilt, and the need for acceptance from loved ones. It is important to remember that dreams are subjective and personal, and only you can truly interpret the meaning and significance they hold for you.