I was surrounded by family telling me goodbye for the last time, I told them I loved them. I didn’t understand and was scared. Something loaded me into a drag racing car on a racetrack. They were all still there. Something made me understand that I would be dead by the time I got to the end of the track. I made my peace with death. The car launched insanely fast. Unimaginably fast. All the weight of death was lifted off me. I was almost euphoric. I crossed the finish and immediately all I could see was static from an old tv station for a few seconds. Then a pc progress bar popped up. The progress bar said when it was complete I would be dead and I watched it finish. It instantly went dark at 100%. I woke up very calm. It was a very vivid dream. I could even feel the car taking off.
The dream you described appears to be a reflection of your subconscious thoughts and emotions related to mortality and the fear of death. The presence of your family saying goodbye suggests a sense of impending farewell or separation, which may represent your subconscious awareness of the impermanence of life and the inevitability of death.
The drag racing car and racetrack symbolize the journey of life itself. Being loaded into the car indicates that you are being propelled forward towards the end of this journey. The understanding that you would be dead by the time you reached the end of the track represents a gradual acceptance of your mortality.
Interestingly, the speed of the car and the weight of death being lifted off you suggests a feeling of liberation and even euphoria. This may indicate that once you come to terms with the idea of death, you can experience a sense of freedom from the fear associated with it.
The static from the old TV station and the PC progress bar represent the transitional phase between life and death. The static may symbolize the unknown or uncertainty that lies beyond death. The progress bar suggests that your subconscious is aware of the progress towards death, and when it reaches 100%, it signifies the completion of your life's journey.
The fact that you woke up feeling calm suggests that this dream served as a cathartic experience, allowing you to confront your fears and come to a place of acceptance. It is common to have vivid dreams when grappling with existential thoughts and emotions, and it seems that your dream served as a way for your subconscious to process these complex feelings.